Is this site running really slow for anyone besides me? I click on the bell for notifications and it just keeps buffering. When I go to expand a post to read the comments, it's slow too.
My other online stuff isn't doing this.
I'm presuming it's because we've grown so much? I still have a friend waiting on her email confirmation to get in here too.
Not complaining, just asking if anyone else is experiencing this.
Just finished my last round of chemo! Feeling exhausted and going to bed. Hold down the fort and hold the line, Patriots! I love you! See you tomorrow.❤️
Does anyone else feel sick to their stomach and scattered right now? I keep telling myself I'm watching a movie and to trust the plan, yet right now I want the damn scrip book so I at least KNOW what's ahead, and in a timeline format. Ya gotta love that good ole fear of the unknown, right?
I've spent most of this week reassuring others, pulling them down from the rafters of fear, telling them them that so much fraud is coming to light and this is far from over. That this HAD to play out this way for people to see it. That POTUS is several steps ahead of everyone ~ always. That ballots have been watermarked, that recounts will happen, lawsuits will take place, blah blah blah.
Telling them fear does not come from God.
Then I look at the voting "results" map and want to hurl.
I don't know if I absorbed their energy all week or what, but I'm at a breaking point myself right now. Weak, and truly disgusted with myself for that weakness. I'm the emotionally strong bitch who usually holds it together no matter what, and holds others together. I push through tragedy with a pretty level head and cry when the astounding, loving spirit of others comes forth to do good for others.
Yet, here I am.....
I wish it would rain so I could pace my back yard in it. Oddly enough, that's when I have my best conversations with God.
I've been unable to pay attention to any of this today because I've been slammed at work all day, but will spend tonight looking for positives in all of this. For direction.
Thanks for giving me the space to pour it out.
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