This is me being raw and real. I always try to be a beacon of light for everyone else. But I am a single, self employed musician, and my instrument is voice. I have made my living teaching voice and conducting choirs. Now the lessons are online (for those students who are willing - many are not), and the choirs cannot congregate, because “it’s dangerous.” I work for a very liberal church so I usually don’t say much when politics comes up. To help bring in more income, I started selling CBD products online (and it’s helping), but in order to do that well, I have to spend a lot of time on Facebook, so I’m getting clobbered with left wing opinions there too. I live in Illinois, in the Chicago suburbs. I would appreciate prayers for my sanity because I’m starting to lose it. Thanks. I love you all.