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Alright I can't find half of the stuff here so here's the deal. I am disabled for OOCD. My 3 main triggers are satanism, sex, and religion. I was diagnosed in 1995 and despite a hellish existence, safe at home, I am still alive and still sane. So far QAnon has been the best therapy I've had yet. And still, I have a problem: all of my life I have been interested in esoterica and learning how to use such things to the Glory of God, and His Son Jesus. How does one use "magic" for good? Even when the Deep State gets rounded up, esoterica in and of itself will not go away instantly. It is therefore up to use to find what is worth keeping and use it for God's purposes, and not our own. I was hoping to start a page to this effect, as there are a few certain areas I would like to concentrate on and not just do your basic all-encompassing 5D to aliens kind of page. Still learning how to use this site. I'll figure it out eventually...or not.