After I started contacting people about my story, even so far as calling the White House and trying to get my message to the President or ANYONE I was allowed to talk to (I was born under a kind of gag order, due to my now dead "sperm donors" so called "Job". It's hard to get help when you can't even tell a therapist or ANYONE the full truth, it's also a lonely kind of place to be in. You can't have friends, not real ones because no one can ever really know you, so, on January 2nd, it will be 44 years of me not being allowed to have a REAL voice.)
This was the letter I received back from the Office of the Army after I moved on from trying to contact people by phone and took it to e-mails. What makes their response just flat out sadistic is that they admit they believe my ex committed the crimes, but they did nothing. He was given an "other than honorable" discharge and I was thrown out like trash, all because for some reason, they felt that protecting him (he wasn't even higher than an E-3 at the time) instead of doing the right thing was the better option. They just made a crucial mistake when sending me their response, the case I filed, the only one I knew about was from 2015 to 2017 (in that time frame). When I called Fort Hood CID the Thursday before President Trump met with the Gullien Family, I called them out on the fact that I could get nothing from a FOIA request because when I tried, the letter I got back said there was no information that "The Office of the Army" had. I explained this and the man I spoke to said they would send it right away. Within 30 minutes, I got a call that it had been sent and I should be able to request information soon.
Then the letter I am about to post came... This was not the case I was part of, I never knew this case existed. So in 2015, 20 years AFTER the fact, Fort Hood CID SAID they decided to open an investigation and if there was a case, I could get the help I needed (I was looking for a Therapist that specialized in CC-PTSD, Major Depressive Disorder and Severe Anxiety as well as trying to make sense whatever "this life" was. After they agreed they had a case, I was told that because I had remarried (it had been 20 YEARS), I was no longer eligible for help and neither was my son that was stolen from me, not because they waited too long, not because there was no case but because I was married and so we didn't qualify, if I had stayed unmarried for the 20 years it took them, we could have gotten help, how does that make sense? Especially since my now husband is a Navy Veteran (70% disability rating and I have no medical because of O-care). Honestly, I still have no idea what happened to the case I knew about because it turns out, they may have made me go through all of it for nothing.
My ex was found to have done more than the stated letter, I was only given a verbal "we believe he did such and such" by the Agent that was in charge of my case at Fort Hood CID. He said that sent it to the FBI and Office of the Military but all of that was given via phone call and 1 e-mail (that oddly disappeared), a long with a case number that doesn't match the one I was sent in the letter from the Office of the Army. It seems that Fort Hood CID's haste, they MAY have sent a report that proves they investigated within the statue of limitations, found him to have done "criminal things" but he was given freedom? I have been told that the case from 95'-96' was done to hide that they facilitated in the kidnapping of my son. They MAY have sent another woman (my old neighbor) and their child back to CA and just put "Spouse and Child" on the records to make it seem like it was all on the up and up. I don't know how true the part about the "old neighbor" is, it is what she told me this year after she got in touch with me out of the blue this summer. The only way I will ever know is if they let me or someone else see the "investigations." IF they did one in Sept. 95'-96', I was NEVER part of that one but that is what the only letter they sent me said.
As for the Proof of the kidnapping... In 2016, I contacted EVERY agency in Texas and CA, courts and all, that would have been involved if it had been legal, they ALL checked their records and have found NOTHING, nothing off our names, address we lived at, it all came back as dead ends. I was even told by Texas CPS and the Killeen Police Dept., that sadly, it was a common issue and if the CPS stuff wasn't done OFF Base, it was NOT Texas CPS and CA CPS agreed with Texas CPS. They said that they would have had to have been involved when they sent my son on April 20, 1995 back to CA with his father's dad and Step mom if it was a CPS issue. So, in 2016, I found out that my son was kidnapped and that the whole "I was an unfit mother" was all a ploy of people at Fort Hood that was part of my ex's chain of command. Mainly the Lieutenant and his wife, they were the ones that MADE me move to the place I was kicked out of, while my ex was at Darnell Hospital with SEVERE Pneumonia in the Winter of 93'. They went through my house and decided what I could and couldn't keep, even down to stuffed animals I had since I was a child because "I had to be a grown up and it didn't matter if I had a child, the stuffed animals were old and so while I was out one day, the Lieutenant's wife got a key to my home, went inside and threw away everything SHE deemed that I didn't need to have, including my "run away fund" that was sewn into one of those stuffed animals (it was a stuffed swan), when confronted, I was told they were thrown away and since I couldn't prove the "emergency money was in the stuffed animal, I was out of luck." I was only 16 years old at the time, I was trying to get away and be able to find a job, get an apartment, ANYTHING to get my son and I away from there, instead... I just was forced back every time I got away. My "Family" did not help, the Army didn't help, the Police didn't help. So far, I have only told the PG version of my story to the public and this is only one of MANY in my life starting at 3 years old. I am not asking for sympathy, I am just, I guess, explaining why I am once again someone that is in no category that fits all the narratives going around. As much as I want to jump in this battle, there are things I can not speak to anyone about, so, I am just trying to do what I can without betraying my Country... Just because I was betrayed does not mean I have to take their path.
These are the reasons I started speaking up finally about Fort Hood when I found out about Vanessa, I somehow made it out of there alive at least in body. I have theories as to why but no facts yet, my father took a lot to the grave with him. However, I will speak on what I can and one thing I will keep saying is why were Gregory Wedel-Morales and Vanessa Guillen found in an area that even back in 1993-1995 (when I was trying to survive around there), we knew not to go there at night, or even during the day without people we could 100% TRUST! People usually didn't return if they disappeared in that area and as for people going missing all the time, at Fort Hood (or around the base) you could go to sleep one morning and find out your neighbor just up and left in the middle of the night. People disappearing from that area was normal, we were just told it was because it was an active deployment post. Even then it didn't make sense that most people got at least a couple months notice they would be deployed and others, they apparently moved out in the middle of the night (or just their spouses did) and no one heard or saw anything. Fort Hood was always a strange place...
