Cognitive Dissonance is such a B*tch to go through. I felt like there was no way I could continue to have this happen to me and then yesterday happened. Our Ego's have been fed our whole lives. To feel we can move past it so easily will only come back to smack you in the face. I forget that this is a journey that takes time. I constantly need to be reminded at times because Ego reality will always be front and center when we let it. Its so simple to go back to our norms. It is what I've been trained to do in my 39 years of Life. It's been on and off my whole 39 years, but oh boy did it get stuck in the on position as an adult with responsibilities. As a child, it was so much easier to experience life because its through the eyes of a child. As a child we experience High Frequencies, Vibrations and Energy. I knew that Life isn't what we see on the surface and I am thankful I have always held onto that. I always knew we are all playing this game incorrectly, but again it's so simple to forget as an adult w/ children & responsibilities. Intuition has been something I have held onto at times but easily let go when we lose sight. The way I practice this reprograming of sorts is to always remind myself to choose the side of Intuition instead of Ego. Meaning Instead of thinking "what if I fail." It's best to ask "What if I succeed". Instead of "Why is this happening to me" It's best to ask "What is the best result that can come out of this?". Instead of "what if they hate me or what if I get it wrong?" Its best to ask "How am I at cause for this?" Always Lead with Love as Love creates the highest form of Vibration, Frequency and Energy. Continue to live life in this field of Energy vs living in a Low vibrational, frequency type of field that will continue to hold you down. When we do this we open our Hearts to create an open dialog with God. God is Love, God is in the center of your Heart at all times. God just needs us to call on him and then Intuition will appear. I wish you all many blessings and Lots of LOVE
God is Love
