Each day is a new beginning....will I endure or will I wither in this seemingly hollowed shell...the hardest days have stand to pass as the pathways scream to find their way...if only i could lie down and find this untrue and wake to be me again I would live my life how i wish I had...until this I must endure and live each day with the pain as my life was meant to be....love, forgive, and immerse in the beauty around and you will gain more knowledge for the day ahead to understand why this is upon you... jra