Well with all the stress of losing my job, losing a relationship with two of four kids, still not being able to see my first granddaughter, having to learn a new virtual job at 59 and being very isolated all because I will not take the vax, my MS is in a full blown flare up and my trigeminal neuralgia is back- think having a bee sting you in your eyeball for a second that is like a literal electric shock and an incredible face ache for hours afterwards requiring pain meds.
I have already had three surgeries and would rather not have to go through that agains although I will if it comes down to it.
I am really not looking for pity but rather prayer. I know God can heal me if He chooses too, and I’d appreciate you all joining me in prayer to calm the TN down .
Thanks in advance to my digital family❤️
Things I’ve lost since Easter Sunday April 16th 2017:
Friends
Family
My job/career
30k this year
Ability to go to a restaurant/bar/event venue
My Constitutional Freedoms
What I still have:
My convictions
My pride in my country
My dignity
My health
My #pureblood
My #bullshitmeter
I’m still standing.
I was listening last night to the most recent Juan O Savin on Flyover Country and it was so encouraging!
Not with this or that is happening but with the power of God.
The power of God to orchestrate and command, to move and impress upon.
The power of God to use the least among us for great things!
Patriots do not brush away the whisper of God, the tug at your heart, the subtle inclination, but rather press in!
Take that step of faith that can lead to great things, some of which you may never know about!
We are all a piece of this great awakening puzzle!
We all need to show up to do even the littlest part to realize the biggest of pictures!
Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?" And I said, "Here am I. Send me!"
We ALL need to say here I am Lord, SEND ME!
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