Im not the kind of person who goes off in the nite without explanation. I have had what i call personal relationships with many on wego, and it broke my heart to see them leave. Some died; some had different paths to take in the movement, and god only knows about the rest. So, i will tell you that i had a procedure to test my heart today, and its seemingly grim. The heart has no good veins at all. They are doing procedure tomorrow to see if legs have suitable veins to transfer to heart. Its highly impossible they will find any. The procedure today was a riot. I thought it would be horrible putting cords n cameras down my throat. But, surprisingly they gave me drugs and i laughed all the way through. Lol. It felt warm, and i seemed to be flying in space through red universes and stars. I was in heaven.lol
Tomorrow they will check leg veins to use in heart. I doubt if any are good, so open heart surgery may be primary way. Will report to you as my health permits. I just want you to know that i have valued all of you, your thoughts, advice, kindnesses, memes, news, likenesses of me you have painfully designed, spiritual traiining and friendship from my guru friend, and all the hard work n research you all have brought here. my life has been so blessed to have joined your ranks. I was pretty much computer illiterate cuz im old and shriveled now ,(just humor, haha,)
.lol. but its been the blessing of my life. All i ever wanted was the truth, even though some shiver n run from my beliefs.lol
God bless you all, keep fighting, and im still banking on that popcorn!!!
I love you all!!!!!
Ok, its christmas. Im up. Im waiting for bells and whistles to go off and/ or scare event......is anyone else???? Lol