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- Male
- 11-30--1
- Working at Crisis Supply Co LLC
- Living in United States
- Located in 8400 Chestnut Oak Ct, Harrisburg, NC 28075-9647, USA
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I'm new to this movement, this Awakening, but not new at all really.
For all those that felt inside, but had no words to describe at first, that something hasn't been quite right your whole lives, I am with you, we are one.
The genealogy of my family, as far back as I can trace, is devotion to God but spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical confusion and contradiction.
Addiction in all forms doesn't have to be and yet it is. Sexual trauma makes no sense, logically or rationally, and yet it happened, again and again. And there are no dummies in my family. These were all deep thinkers and high vibration individuals, but all of drug down by demonic forces that we tried to ward off, and simply couldn't.
And we all felt like we blew it, didn't do it right, weren't good enough, and either slipped into a coping trance or slowly killed ourselves, soul kills, not necessarily physical death.
Anyway, the awarenesses that I have had over the years have not been supported by church or state, family or friends, so I cherish the beauty of what I call precious moments in time, times when I clearly see evidence of God's live for all of us, in the meantime not feeling loveable myself much at all.
So, that's me, at least for now.
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